Thursday
I got up around 8. I got ready for the day. When I went to put on my shoes, my back spasmed strongly. I dropped to the floor and laid there. I was unable to reach my phone. After a bit, I was able to reach my socks and put them on, gingerly. However I still got cold. So I pulled a comforter off of the bed. I tried to relax, but it just wasn't possible. No position was comfortable for long. I shoved the first comforter under my knees and pulled another one off the bed to wrap up in, but my legs still got cold. I had to keep moving, shifting in little ways. It was a long morning. I hoped someone would find me, even if it meant being abducted by aliens.
Around 12:15, Chris came home for lunch. Hallelujah! I called out to him and he came back to the bedroom. He laid the back board beside me and I rolled onto it. He pushed it up against the foot of the bed. Once upright, I slooowly walked to the bathroom. Then I put on a jacket to go for a walk. It was painful and I didn't get far. I came back for a warmer jacket but ended up making breakfast. Chris made his lunch. I asked him to put the soaking beans in the crock pot. He did so and added other things like onions and garlic.
I put on The Highwire. They were talking about fluoride studies. Kidney patients are at heightened risk because they can't excrete it. Also, most medications have fluoride in them. So the dose is uncontrolled. Studies show fluoride only helps teeth if applied topically. Internally it affects melatonin production, sleep cycles. Its an endocrine disruptor.
When it was over, Chris was just leaving. He offered to stay, but I know he had planned this trip for several months. He made me promise to keep my phone with me. After he left, I walked to Housing to schedule an inspection for 60B. When I got back, I practiced all my Christmas music. I tasted the soup, but it wasn't done. I posted to Facebook for Math Morning. I played a podcast.
Michelle called to see when I wanted to come over. I ate some soup, but left the crock pot on. I changed my pants to looser ones. I found my boxes of toys and put them in two bags for Halloween. Casey came to pick me up. I had trouble getting in the car. When we got to his house, I had trouble getting out.
Michelle had tables set up where she was handing out cups of hot chocolate and flavored toppings. Casey got me a chair and I sat with my bag to hand out toys. But there weren't that many kids. I was surprised. But it was plenty cold. I was glad for my really warm jacket.
Michelle's mother was there. She took Cedric around to the various houses. When she got back, she kept asking me if I wanted to go home. Since the two hour window was almost up, I said ok. Michelle drove me home and said she would text me at 11 to make sure I was ok. She also offered me some pain cream that I don't remember the active ingredient of.
When I got inside, I answered Chris' text. I put the bean soup into jars. I watched several podcasts and worked on my blog. I looked up the medicine Michelle offered me. It turned out to be a topical NSAID. I tapped for back pain.
Around 11, I prepared for bed. I put an old towel beside my pillow. I took some pain medication. When I tried to lay down, I could not lift my feet far enough from the floor, so I got a box to put beside the bed. I could move them from the box to the bed.
Then I laid there all night, trying to move subtly to get comfortable and not trigger another spasm. I was not completely successful. Sometimes I fell asleep and a spasm woke me up. In the middle of the night, I had to go to the bathroom but could not get up. That's what the towel was for. But eventually it wasn't enough. I could not reach the pair of depends. I considered calling 911, but wasn't sure having to pee would constitute an emergency.